Monday, December 28, 2009 火
Shytz Feeling
Just back from work. Super tired. Many days nv go work already. I see my next week schedule. Alot of off days!
Today was empty in the shop. I dont know why.
I dont like the feeling i had right now. A feeling a had way back months ago. The feeling of insecurity. My god dad keep telling me my hand is too small. Cannot hold things tight. Very easy to drop, very easy to let go. No grip. I think he meant rather than physical things. Sigh.
I know that the moment of excitement and joy will be over in less than a day. Please slap myself two fold and tell my self why did i even try to do that! Even after telling myself umpteen times not to.
Sigh, i wish to have that feeling that im giving out right now. But i dont think i'll get it..anytime soon. Until the day if my presence ever will be appreciated. Maybe i might. I dont know. I hope to dry my palms off all the sweat and continue to grip and hold on tight. =\
Had a tiff with dad just now. Over some matter. It wasn't really a big matter. But i blew it up cause i was irritated and he added fuel to the fire. Sorry dad.
Hate this feeling im getting. Sucks.
Labels: Daily Life., Randomness
hear the melody @ 12:39 AM
Saturday, December 26, 2009 火
Hohoho!Merry Christmas to all my fellow readers!
Ytd, 24th dec, i called my company to take a day off to rest as i was sick. Well, i really was. But around 2pm like tt, met Melvin to go to Tamp1,mall and CS to shop for Christmas prezzies! Heh heh.
We walked from one mall to another then from the mall back to the first mall. Finally bought....things =x Can't tell! xD So is the price. Hahaha
We waited until 7pm for the Japanese bakery shop, Yamazaki, to display the mini logcake for sale.
Then at 12am, i drove down to BB's hse where she had her xmas party with clique, and gave her the log cake and we shared together. It was her first log cake. I hope you enjoyed it B. ^-^
Today, met BB. Headed down to Bugis to eat Mos Burger. She had the Unagi Rice burger and keep thought she choke. =x but actually there were soft edible bones. I reassured B and she continued to eat. xD After that met Melvin and his gf. Then went back to Tamp Mall to watch Sherlock Holmes. It was a really...headache movie. You have to like seriously try to catch the reason he did this..the reason why he said this or that. Omg. even i had a hard time trying to catch ball.
B saw my present and was touched. =x B gave me a name card holder with a small key chain. I like it B dont worry! I really do like it ^^
Me and B headed to Manpaku to eat some Jap cuisine after the movie. Had a scrumptious meal and headed home.
i really enjoyed this Christmas!
:* you B! xD
Our First Christmas Together, 2009
No matter how much i spent i dont really care
All i want is you by my side.
Labels: Daily Life., Days To Remember., Once A Year.
hear the melody @ 12:22 AM
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 火
Bill want Kp?Nope not L4D the bill. Is the receipt for food order. Today is a bad day. Screw it.
Went for work today. Was inside serving ppl. I had a nasty cough n sore throat with phlegm in my lungs which is awfully thick and hard to cough out. Wanted to take the day off but decided not to trouble the manager as it was her day off. So, i went to work. ._. Then i was inside. This family...dad,mom, big kid and small kid. Went to dine. Was serving them. When they were leaving the restaurant, the kid walked out 1st then the mom stopped him and said "Say bye bye." The kid ignored. Then the mom said again "Say bye bye......quick, go, say bye bye to uncle." she grabbed his head and turn him around to face me. then the kid looked at me and waved his arms and said "bye bye uncle." WTF. when they walked away, my smile instantly dropped to a -.- face. WTF. 19 yrs old and u call me uncle. WTF!! MOM! what are u teaching your kids u knnbccb.Then i was like. sua. This will be the last time. So i walked outside to check on the outside customers. Then this fat fat fat angmoh asked for bill. Got the bill..he payed by credit card. My company's policy is to sign on both the credit card receipt and the bill. The food bill. So i brought it to him i told him to sign here and here..*point point* So he signed on the credit card and stopped. I said..sign here also sir. Then when he wanted to sign on the bill. (Btw, he was using his own noob pen) HIS PEN COULDN'T SIGN!
Then he went like "Tsk! Tell me why do i have to FUCKING sign on this bill." My mind was like 'fuck u'. Totally. _l_ if i wasn't working in my company i would have kp kp kp kp kpkb him on the SPOT. Asshole. Restaurant policy u kp wat? My taiji? I'm just a waiter asking you sign nia. U tell me nicely nevermind. You think your english very good want hao lian use the word "FUCK" while talking to me. Nvm. Wait till i see u again. In the mean while i hope U get knocked down by a passing car and die. Jibai. Fat bastard. Pissed. I swear.
If u noticed, the colours totally is like a traffic light. Expressing me from calm, to boiling point at different incidents today.
And the thought of having my
"what-i-though-was-one-of-the-better-and-more-good-friend"
continuously chasing me to settle of an accident
totally makes me feel fucked up.
P.S: The One and i hope the ONLY vulgar post in my blog.
Labels: Daily Life., Rants.
hear the melody @ 12:27 AM
Monday, December 21, 2009 火
Fierce.Today is a fierce day at the restaurant. They said if u keep urselves occupied, time will pass faster. Well..today is hell lot of busy compared to the other days i was working there. But....when i looked at the clock from the last time i looked, which was 7pm, it was only 8.04pm~!
Tsk..i was like..wth! I was so so so much busier and only an hour passed?! Compared to yesterday, i looked was 7pm then by the second time i looked, it was already 9pm.
Anyway...today was having a bit of headache and brain block. @.@ Must be not enuff sleep! I shall sleep more! =x
Next, I would like to congrats BB on her very much unexpected N lvl results. Although she choose to go ITE rather than repeat cause she didn't promote, she had good results to go to any course in ITE. Thank god for that. I'll support you all the way B. Do well, i'll always be by ur side.
❤ Lastly, I would like to end this post with a simple prayer. I doubt I can go church so often already due to my work commitment. So i guess i'll do my own bible study. :3
"Dear God, I thank you for guiding me through this rough day. Having giving me the strength to hold on till the very end despite feeling unwell. And i would also like to give praise to you for answering my prayers dear lord. having my girl, Huiying to manage to attain good results to continue the path you have rooted out for her to continue her studies. Dear lord, i pray that you may give my dear the strength and wisdom to guide her through whatever course she might get into when she gets into ITE. That you may guide her and give her light to walk through this path and not fall into the influence of the wrong hands. may you not let her be discouraged by what she might be going through as i know that what has happen is you who have planned out in each and every one of us. and that she may one day see the works you have done in her life and may come to know you one day. In Jesus name i pray. Amen."
ily,B❤
Labels: Daily Life.
hear the melody @ 12:38 AM
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 火
The End? I dont think so.Just came back from work and I just hung my clothes dry. Manager said i fast learner. heh heh.. and also because i have some knowledge of the Jap food. can look and recognize fast fast =) She said i can start to take orders soon! =) And probably put me on lunch hours. Means i can have my nights off instead! or earn double income! =)
Today, there was this angmoh family. Chinese wife. The guy so stuck up can. Think AM big fk o. Ask for bill throw credit card wor. ask him want refill water also want to talk stuck-up wor. Nb. Then a few hours later talking with manager about "this type" of person. then speaking of the devil, the manager said "haha,you talk about them, they just behind you only." I turn around i saw them coming out of the mall. Tsk -.- see their stuck up faces as they walk past sibei kiam pa.
Just looked at a blog. Felt sadded. Was happy it was there. but less than 24 hours. it was gone. Sigh. No matter what i do. It'll never be satisfied. FML
Never will i have a place in your heart.
Labels: Daily Life.
hear the melody @ 12:43 AM
